Pandora's Box

I think a lot recently. I don’t mean to become your burden. I am so sorry.

Even though I can’t change the world, I should change myself. People can’t decide their lives, but they can broaden their knowledge. I shouldn’t always ask the world or other people give something, but I should ask myself what I can make contributions for the society like my dissertation. I make up my mind that I don’t want to focus on these unimportant matters but concentrate on more meaning things, such as my studies and dissertation. More important, I also need to learn more how to deal with my sad emotion and upset feeling. I know the transformation effect from psychological theory; when I am sad, I should find something to do to make better. And, when I cry, I try to smile as well.

About my health, honestly, I have suffered from stomach and duodenum ulcers about 2 or 3 years ago. At the end of the term one, I found that I didn’t feel good. Don’t worry! I see a doctor regularly at Aston University’s Health Centre, and, of course, I take medicine on time every day. Everything is under control. This time, I will have an upper gastrointestinal endoscopy to help make sure whether I have ulcer; I hope no. Because I have suffered from serious ulcers and almost lost my life, I just need to have a test to check it. Don’t worry about me, I can take care myself; I have grown up already rather that a child any more. In addition, about a month ago, I caught a serious cold. Doctors in Aston University Health Centre said that they don’t have medicine for me, even I threw up. I was surprised that the U.K. is different from Taiwan. From then, I miss my home and family. Now, I feel better after my family sent some medicine for me.

Originally, I plan to apply Ph.D. degree this year. After thinking a lot, I decide to get more working experiences and save money, and then I will apply Ph.D. In order to see my family and my dog as soon as possible, I will focus on my studies and dissertation. I don’t want to be anyone’s trouble and burden any more.

Now, I feel better. Hope you are good too.

I hope that next time meeting is for my dissertation.

Kind Regards,